I really don’t want to go to school anymore. I don’t know what I want to do with my life yet so I’m just taking random pointless classes that are boring and awful. I’ve skipped so much class that I probably am failing all of them and even if I went, I would probably fail because I’m just not good at school. Studying and taking tests? It just does not work for me.. I can study alll night and I go to take the test the next day and I can’t remember shit. I suck, and it makes me feel even more shitty about my life because of this. I hate it.
I need happy things in my life right now.
I want to wake up in your arms and I want to kiss you…a lot. I want to be the reason you’re smiling and I want to tell you how beautiful I think you are. I want to hold you when you cry and when we are walking down the street I want to grab your hand and spin you around and into me and kiss you…